Saturday, April 15, 2023

Competition (a short story by Tan Hao Jin)

 

           We imagined cheers, thunderous applause. Nobody had been a match for our crushing strengths in our earlier matches. We were the cream of the elite, the best of all. I particularly enjoyed looking at my opponent’s faces, knowing that their hearts had been crushed into a sodden mash of beetroot. Our parents have instilled in us this quote: Second was the first to lose. We were desperate for excellence, not perfection. You see, Ariel ,Rachel and I were trumpet players, exceeding our teachers expectations.

 But alas, as we are humans, we experience defeat. The three of us were knocked down our thrones and hit the ground with a sickening thud that fateful day. We were twisted with grief and sorrow.


The Ictus International Music Competition was approaching, symbolizing the best of all. Only the worthy were allowed to compete. Without batting an eyelid, my teacher registered us for the competition. Hah! This will be a piece of cake. I thought, puffing up my chest with pride. I was very wrong.


 The fateful day finally arrived. Buses came and went. An important driver pulled up at 8 o’ clock to fetch us from our class.  Before long, we stepped in the hall, so silent that you could have heard a pin drop. Competitors piled in, all looking experienced and up for a match. “ Let the matches begin!” A booming voice filled the hall. It was as cold as an iceberg floating in the frozen sea on a wintery night. “First off will be the team from Rulang, Ariel, Xinran and Rachel versus the team from Nanhua, Hua Ming, Ming Zhe, and Fiona! Our team was encouraged by thunderous applause rivaled only by the stamping of feet from the other. Our team started playing our instruments and got cheering from the crowd.


 But as the others started playing, the audience quieted. A strange, sad wailing came from the violin that the trio were playing. A strange and unearthly sound rose up from the instrument. It rose up high and full of beauty and then fell again to a mournful note.  It ended with a bow. The entire hall was deathly silent. Wave after wave, the audience stood up and the sound they made made my clapping earlier sound like a baby talking. I could have sworn that even the gods were clapping. Of course, there is no doubt about the winning team. They crushed us and even claimed the trophy as 1st. 


All the hard work that we put in the competition, all flushed down the drain. We were sitting in the girls bathroom crying. Tears flowed through my eyes. How could we lose? Our melody was unbeatable, but theirs, like a river flowing along a creek……flowing endlessly, like a river that was calm. Sorrow filled me, worse than what I felt when our opponents played.But of what price? They had put sweat, blood and tears in that melody. But what have we done? Nothing but to boast, claim and bask in glory. Even we knew that we were wrong. Our arrogance blinded us, leaving us thinking right was wrong and up was down. But it was no use, sitting here crying. We had to move, try our best and fight.


 Face soaked with tears, I stood up. The other two were surprised by my action. “It's not the end. Time for Round 2.”


Game (a short story by Tan Hao Jin)

         A pale translucent moon shone like a coin in the pitch-black night sky. Trees stand tall at the side of the graveyard—their arms, convoluted and bony, thin out as they grow aimlessly around the trunk. Gnarled branches grow at  angles, clawing out, attempting to escape. The stench of decay and death fills this cursed place. The descending night cast faint shadows of dancing ghouls and phantoms onto the foot of the graves. Fierce gusts of wind rip through the air, crying in grief, causing the leaves to flap furiously. A hoarse raven, perched atop the low stone wall in the distance, croaks fatally, announcing the arrival of darkness before being devoured by night.


“Grandfather!” I screamed as he fell, pupils pure white, like a huge puppet whose strings were cut, fell with a sickening thud. He lay sprawling on the ground, like a huge rag doll.


 As I walk through the graveyard, I see an owl. Perched atop a low branch of a tree, its pair of piercing, beady yellow eyes dart from side to side observing the cemetery. The solitary owl hoots are quiet and quick. It emerges from the tree and settles onto a tombstone. Abandoning the grave, the mighty bird soars high up into the night sky, silhouetted by the dim street lights in the distance. Its gaze scrutinises the gravestones as he glides above. The tiny body of a rodent emerges from the shrubs. In horror, I see what it is going to do. 


“Father! Mother!” I screech as their bodies convulse and fall, as lifeless as stuffed bears, eyes reflecting me, myself, the next one to die.


In a single swoop, the owl dived towards the animal, grasping it in its sharp talons and sinking them deep into its flesh. Its beak digs into his squirming meal devouring its meat, whole. I shudder in horror as the killing takes place. Walking toward a marble gravestone at the end of the graveyard, I read the letters: 

MR SEET YOONG

DIED 2013

“THE MISSING AREN’T MISSING, THEY ARE JUST DEPARTED FOREVER”

The strange words register in my mind. Grandpa had been unknowingly killed by someone or something. I came to visit his grave to see and find clues about what may have happened. But I am not alone. Figures appear in the graveyard. I could be hallucinating, or simply dead already. Let it end, the excruciating pain. A wave of toys pours out from nowhere.  Ragdolls, stuffed bears, and puppets are all present in the sickening wave of toys. A figure, dressed in a silvery-white cloak, strides forward. He examines the toys. Then, reaching with his bony fingers takes out a puppet, whose strings are cut, smiling gruesomely at me… A red robe drapes his entire body. Black beads are its eyes, ogling me. A staff held by the puppet twitches like it is amused, amused at me, at my pathetic state. I see the madness in that eyes, planets and darkness and universes swirling in them.

I shriek and stumble backward. The figure takes off his hood and the ebony pale skull shines out, searing more images in my mind. Blood starts pouring out of my wounds. It walks towards me. No. NO! I run and flee, but the graveyard is sealed. There is no way out. A scythe stabs down at me, crushing my heart. The wraith whispers, “The missing aren’t missing, they are departed. Forever” The last smile comes from the puppet, smiling like anything, delivering the last fatal blow. He is the manipulator, I am not. I… 


The young girl walks into a toy shop, ablaze with light. Toys pour out, fluffy cute bears and rag dolls. She takes up a little small puppet and squeals in delight. “Daddy, I want this one!” An old newspaper shows a large caption: “Missing boy, police in disarray.” The puppet’s smile widened, and if anyone was noticing, reflected in its own eyes were three generations all hitching a frightened expression on their faces.  Just as there are deities that discard, there are deities of salvation.